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Old February 16th, 2011, 15:58
kiansnan kiansnan is offline
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hi everyone after being asked so many times to visit a bereavement counsilor by doc decided to try this as find it hard to face someone ...Lost my beloved grandson aged nearly 9 weeks on the 4th of may last year and as it is leading up to his first birthday on march 3rd am finding it very hard to cope me and daughter very close and was at birth they lived with me and we shared looking after him as she was a one parent mother he died of natural causes in conjuction with s.i.d.s which is so hard to accept because to me its not natural for a baby to die of natural causes, have never spoke to anyone other than close family but today some johavis
witneses came to the door spouting god and I just wanted to lash out at them everything seems so unfair as i already have a grandson who I love dearly and another who was born 5 months after grandsons death who is so adorable but it is totally different when its your daughters child who dies. am on depression tablets which i feel i cannot do without i think about him every minute of ever day and dont think i will ever be happy until daughter got another child of her own....thank you for taking the time to read this xxx kians nan
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