The rollercoaster of life, death, and grief
This rollercoaster of life, death and grief is traveling at lightening speed with no way to stop it. I had no control of my mom's death. The time, horrible manner, or suddeness. I have no control of my life going on. I'm here but I am not here. Not as the person I feel I should be. A mother to my children, a wife to my husband and so on. I have no control of my grief, my emotions, my fears, and the life ahead of me without my mother. I feel like someone else is driving this rollercoaster and I can't get off. I'm just along for the ride. A ride I do not wish to be on but cannot stop or escape.