The Light Beyond Bereavement Forum Bereavement StoreMovieBlogSympathy Ecards
Kindness in another's trouble, courage in your own...

Go Back   The Light Beyond Bereavement Forums > Dealing with death > Death by suicide
Register FAQ Members List Calendar Search Today's Posts Mark Forums Read

Reply
 
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #1  
Old November 25th, 2009, 20:09
dbrat52 dbrat52 is offline
Junior Member
 
Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: montana
Posts: 2
Unhappy loss of a 22 yr old son

my son left me oct 31 2009, to say he killed him self is more then i bear sometimes.
i keep thinking if i hadnt called the police he would still be alive. he was on probation and knew if he screwed up one more time he would go to jail. he had been drinking that night. but he was out of his mind.
my biggest problem is i cant cry. i am empty inside. sometimes i want to lash out a everone. people who say to me i know how you feel are the worst, i want to say have you lost a child. i know the loss of a sibling or parent is hard. it is a different pain.
i raiszed my son alone for 19 years. we had your ups and downs but the last few months our relationship had changed he was turning in to a adult. it was hard at first to accept this but as time went on i was starting to enjoy his new attitude .
something i will miss is his "oh MOM" when i would ask him computer questions
thank you for taking tme to read D.
Reply With Quote
Reply


Currently Active Users Viewing This Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)
 
Thread Tools
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

vB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Forum Jump


All times are GMT -5. The time now is 00:03.


Copyright 2017 The Light Beyond. Visit the main site at www.thelightbeyond.com