I have been meaning to reply to your note.
Six years is a short time when someone really impacted your life. I can see from your posts you have lived your life as your wife would have wanted. Still, it doesn't mean we forget - or that we should forget.
I am so very thankful for all of posts. You have helped so many. I know though it does not make it any easier when we have those moments when we just wish our loved one was here. I know we will see them again and wish you peace now. Rest assured we all understand.