to dylan from mamasgurl
I am just joining this site and I am dealing with my grandmother dying. It is five years since her death and I am feeling the same way you are. I can not believe she left me, she is the only one who loved me. I am going to be 30 in a month and I do not want to spend the rest of my life in grief. I have spent 5 years in depression, gained 40 pounds, went thru an eviction, and faced the truth about people who are really your friends and just associates. Grief is so funny becuase one day you think everything is okay, and the next thing you know you are crying and going into a deep emotional sorrow. I am with you Dylan becuase I feel so lost becuase she was my all in all. I am just coming to grips this year that she is not coming back, and I need to move on with life.